Friday, November 26, 2004

Multiple Rant Disorder

Yes. In case any of you were wondering that last blog split into to seperate areas of my trouble life and mind and once. Both of which are very personal and have a great affect on my daily life.

My mind works that way sometimes. My fingers go to autopilot and begin to type whatever happens to be leaking out of my brain at a given moment. Weird isn't it? In any event, thats how the old cranium works sometimes.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Unhappy Holidays

It's that time of year again. Only this time I'm in a foreign country, away from my kids, with a destroyed marriage, debt up to my eyeballs, and the inability to please anyone. I think this is the most depressed I have ever been in my life. I cant see any possible means to fix everything that is damaged and broken.

I will spend the second Thanksgiving, and Christmas in a row away from all that is familiar, and all that I love and know. I thank god everyday that I am at the very least not in Iraq, and I pray daily for my military brothers and sisters who are there in harms way, as I know that their loneliness is punctuated by gunfire.

I find myself often wondering what it is that I am constantly doing wrong? Why couldn't I make things work? I have to stay in the Army, it's the only thing I'm good at and it feeds the kids. Why is that difficult to comprehend? What a waste.

I have all these people here now who's lives I'm responsible for on a daily basis, and I think I am quite possibly in the worst unit in the Army. I certainly know I have the worst First Sergeant and Commander. I've never seen anything even approaching the two of them.

All this talk of maintaining and enforcing standards, and soldier care... It makes me ill. I know what to do, how to lead, and how to care for soldiers, but it is impossible to do properly when your support structure is absolutely useless.

Monday, November 22, 2004

To my favorite Kenyan

The United States doesn't know or claim to know what's best for everyone else, however we do know EXACTLY what is best for America, Americans, and our interests abroad. That being said, we are also (Americans) willing to fight and die, on foreign soil if necessary, to protect the weak, defend the innocent, and help provide and restore freedom to those who ask.

But perhaps you are right, perhaps we should (America) completely dissasociate ourselves from world affairs, and perhaps become an isolationist power?

This way we worry about only ourselves (America and Americans) and stay neutral in world affairs. Perhaps we can start by pulling the food aid we send to YOUR country, and to the whole of Africa... Make the countries of Africa fend for themselves, along with the rest of the world. And while we are at it, pull the multibillion dollar AIDS treatment and drug package the U.S. gives to Africa.

You do know that the United States of America is the single largest contributor of food aid to nearly EVERY country we provide food aid to, in CONJUNCTION with being the single largest contributor of food aid to the United Nations, which distributes food aid packages under the UN flag? We wont even mention medical, educational, technological, and all the other aid packages we provide to MANY nations in the hope it will help them succeed and get on their feet.

I'm quite certain our troops in Iraq and Afghanistan can use that money and food elsewhere, and to great effect.

Oh and back to that isolationist power comment... America (if you recall history) Used to be an isolationist power, we minded our business and kept to ourselves. We provided assistance at the worlds request in World War I, saving the French, as well as Europe as a whole, and MANY of the Countries of Africa. America then returned to her own borders, minding her business, and staying out of others.

The result of that was being attacked by Japan, and America's entry into World War II.

Grenada: Invaded and occupied by Cuban Communist forces, after which America invaded and cleared the country of communists, rescuing many Americans, and international citizens for that matter, and restoring the country to its rightful government.

Somalia: America, with the Support and backing of the UN and UN Forces landed in Somalia to protect and prevent the murder of starving Somalis, and theft of the food aid being delivered by the UN.

Haiti: America landed in Haiti again with the backing of the UN to restore democracy, which was stolen by insurgents and anti government forces in the country.

The Balkans: The US as part of a multinational NATO and UN effort was deployed to stop the GENOCIDE that was occurring in the country and help provide security and stability. An operation which is still ongoing and very successful, hence why it isn't in the news anymore.

If you cared to read history at all, you would learn that the United States often provides the bulk of any UN Security Operation, in supplies, equipment, and personnel.

America does its part through the UN. It is the UN that has shown and proven itself to be impotent, evidenced further by the ongoing Oil For Food scandal, and the officials and nations involved in that scandal.

Again, don't take my word, research it.

Blogalicious

The Surgeon General has determined that blogging is not suitable for lazy people, or people experience emotional turmoil and other life events. It is also not conducive with military service, as I barely have a spare moment to breathe let alone write my blog.

It not really like anyone is reading the damn thing anyway right? Well, except for the guy from Kenya who is an expert on US Policy and the voting process etc etc. A guy who's country is known for having one of the most corrupt governments there is, and whose government controls the press and other forms of media. That's freedom for you!

But don't believe me, its a fact, look it up for yourselves.

I think we should all become left wingers and anarchists, and beat the hell out of each other at ball games. Then we wouldn't have time to worry if were being threatened by other countries, terrorists, or their supporters or not. We'd be to busy with each other to care.

Friday, November 12, 2004

Ones Oneness with Oneself and Other Ones

I have enlisted the help of a very sage and learned student of human nature to help interpret my moods for those few (apparently very few to non-existant) readers of my Blog, in order that you may better understand the inner workings of my intracranial plumbing.

I suggest that some of you fellow bloggers do the same. After having spent some time blog surfing, I have the excedrine headache of the century... Some of you truly need help! You know who you are!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

A message to the left

For all the whining complaining leftists and far left democrats.



Guys, you lost... Shhhhhhh Posted by Hello

Caffeine Emergency

Somehow this week I was the lucky recipient of day on day off Staff Duty. My first day was Sunday, and the duty lasts 24 hours. This 24 hours is a theoretical number since the duty desk is not located on the camp I am assigned to. This means getting up and dressed in time to catch the bus, in order to arrive on time to assume duty.

So basically, up at 0600, get ready, catch the 0720 bus, arrive at the Camp where the duty desk is located at 0740, walk to the Group HQ, arriving at about 0800, and assume duty at 0830.

At the completion of the tour of duty (0830 to 0830, or 0830 to 0900 if you are lucky to have it Sunday to Monday as I was) You inspect all the areas of responsibility, and then once relieved, drag ass to the bus stop, in order to catch the bus back to YOUR installation.

The problem being that on THIS camp the bus only leaves on the hour, and on YOUR camp the bus arrives/leaves every 20 minutes after the hour. Basically this means you aren't leaving until 1000 hrs. You arrive "home" at 1020, however now you've already missed breakfast, and the dining facility doesn't open again until 1130, so that means you're eating by noon.

Lets recap... That's roughly 30 hours without a fucking cup of coffee. Is that even legal? Oh, did I mention sleep? No coffee, and no sleep.

Once you have acquired food, (being forced to skip the coffee if you'd like to sleep) it is possible that you may get in the rack at about 1330, however after showering, shaving, and taking phone calls from all the people who would otherwise not ever call you, and in fact don't on any other day, its now 1530...

33 hours... No sleep, no peace, and no fucking coffee. This is a Nazi labor camp, I'm half expecting the genetic experiments to begin.

1830 -Someone is pounding on my door. Now I am in a near rage. It's my First Sergeant, there's barracks maintenance from 1830 to 2130 tonight and I need to get out of my room. "Top I'm off for duty" he doesn't care... Roger that. Sleep is a crutch, besides I had 3 hours, I'm good for another week right?

MUST HAVE COFFEE. Put on a pot to brew, assessed my life. Retrieved cup of coffee. Began to supervise clean up. Its now 2240 and the First Sergeant has decided to come and inspect, 3 cups of coffee and a case of the ass later.

Oh we can go now? Great, you're a fantastic American... What's that -0530 PT? Yeah Top got it, no problem. Oh you think we should paint the interior? It would make it easier to clean? Roger... Oh our budget is limited, so paint is hard to come by, but we could easily buy a "few gallons" ourselves? HooAh. We can go now? For real this time? What's that Top? Same time same place next Monday? Roger, out fucking standing. Goodnight.

2300.... I'm going to bed, because I have staff duty again tomorrow. On weekdays it starts at 1600 hours, after your normal duty day. No problem.

0200 3 fucking cups of Coffee and the old Mark I eyeballs stuck in the open position.

0530 Woo fucking hoo, PT and the start of my day! 11 hours till Staff Duty! 1600 to 0900!

0650 Tuesday morning... Fuck this... Fuck you... Oh and definitely fuck you! Yeah you.

Do I seem bitter and cranky? hmmm




Monday, November 08, 2004

My response to a post

The following post is in response to another blog I read, which on closer inspection revealed the poster is not even an American voter... Since when did the world decide that they know whats better for the people of the United States and have the job of giving Americans advice on how to vote?

In any event, that blog, and some of my other comments can be found here:
http://4morewars.blogspot.com/

Hmm.... President Bush won both the popular vote, and the Electoral College both. He won the largest number of votes of ANY president in the history of the United States, and also more people voted then ever before. Perhaps it is you who are mistaken?

The people have spoken, and this election there was no question and no error, nothing to contest. You do understand that the sheer numbers suggest that many of the votes that went to Mr. Bush came from members of the Democratic party? This election wasn't about partisan politics, propaganda, or being the liberal. Many members of the Democratic party realized it and cast their votes. The rest remain out of touch with reality.

There are people in this world who even now as we post comments here to this blog seek to destroy us and our very way of life, regardless of political affiliation. These people if successful will abolish things that are part of our everyday lives, things such as the internet, free market economies, education, reading... In this world women, democrat and republicans alike can no longer vote, must cover themselves head to toe, can not attend school or university, and are not free to speak their minds or hold a public office.

The thing they seek to destroy is something we have in common regardless of our political views, and that is freedom. The plain hard truth is this: In this world there are people who do not respond to reason, logic, diplomacy, or world opinion and sanctions. In this world there are people who understand only one thing and that is killing. These people can also only be stopped by one thing, being killed. That's reality and fact.

No one, not even the republican party, and George W. Bush wants or likes war. However some people realize that it is necessary to our very survival. We can support the president and the policy of taking the fight to the enemy. Or perhaps we can adopt the more liberal notion of having the world "like" the US, and the President, and maybe we'd be cleaning up after suicide bombers in the shops and cafes, or buses and taxis of downtown New York City, Los Angeles, Chicago, Seattle, Washington DC, Dallas, Atlanta, Houston...

Where does your family live? Where do you work? Is it a high rise? Be alert, and aware, because in four years we may not have a George W. Bush in office, we may not have someone who has made it his personal mission to vigorously protect the American people, and for that matter the people of the free world.

After seeing state after state, and county after county vote the way they did, exactly what is it that makes you figure that THEY, the MAJORITY were wrong? Perhaps it is you with the flawed outlook?

I want my children and my neighbor's children to be safe. I want mothers to take their children to malls, and couples go to cafes and not have to fear being blown up by a fanatic that can not live with the knowledge that we are free, and that free people can even embrace Islam, and recognize it as a valid religion.

Flawed Thinking

In this era of destructively partisan politics, and divisive media coverage I would like to pose a question. With whom do we conduct diplomacy, with whom do we hold out the olive branch and reach a resolution drafted between reasonable mean and leaders of reasonable nations, when the people with whom we are at war have not reason?

You see the problem isn’t Democrats, or Republicans.... The problem is Liberals, and Liberal society. I say this because not all democrats are liberals, and not all republicans are conservative. Liberalism is everywhere, the media, the public education system, and even the military to a large extent. Our free society is ever increasingly less and less likely to hold individuals individually responsible for their actions, and to make them accountable for those actions.

We now use words like "re-habilitate" and "behavioral modification" rather then "punish" and "correct." The liberals would have us believe that there is a diplomatic solution for every problem. This would assume logic and reason, and that reasonable men can come together to discuss and resolve issues. How can you reason with unreasonable men? With whom exactly are we to have dialogue?

Nearly 12 years (and the 30 years prior to that) of diplomacy, both on behalf of individual nations, and the world body through the UN and 17 sanctions failed with respect to Iraq. The liberals insistently claim that if given more time, the sanctions and resolutions would have been, and were effective in controlling and modifying Iraq’s behavior. Would the very fact that the world body was forced into a position where they had to control or modify the behavior of a government not suggest a serious problem?

When exactly was accountability to be exacted? How was this so called diplomacy to stand a chance of being effective when many of the countries involved in enforcing these measures through the world body such as France, Germany, Russia, and China were violating these very measures for profit behind the backs and under the very noses of the world body?? When in fact the World Body itself was corrupt?

Diplomacy without force, or enforcement is impotent. The UN by its actions made itself a useless bureaucracy. The sad truth and facts in this modern world are these: There are people in the world who are stopped and controlled only when forcibly removed or dead. That being said someone must step up and pursue those people to that end, that others may be free and safe. People of all the worlds’ free nations can sleep soundly at night, peaceably and safely in their beds because there are rough men ready and willing to do violence on their behalf. This is because these men understand that this is a necessary price to freedom.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Food for thought.

Here at the job as I am certain is the case worldwide, there is much discussion regarding the elections, the winners, the losers, and why. There is much discussion and debate as to how wonderful or terrible the next four years will be, and how evil or not President Bush is. I enjoy a good debate, and I encourage it, however, there is one disturbing fact I have noticed at least within my shop, and in fact most of the unit.

Those with the negative left wing opinion of the elections, and in fact nearly all of the younger soldiers spout so much hate and uninformed opinions about the state of the union, and the President, however none of them took the time to vote.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Every Soldier an Infantryman??

Today I wanted to post some thoughts, and hopefully get some feedback on a recent "policy" shift within the US Army that in my opinion as a professional leader is very flawed. I hope to receive some comments, to determine if my thinking is flawed and perhaps I don't have a grasp of the "big picture"

The policy to which I am referring is the "every soldier a marksman" and "every soldier an infantryman" which is a concept that is being pushed Army wide, and which leaders are being required to force feed the troops. In theory and on paper, the policy is a realistic and reasonable policy, soldiers are after all soldiers, and have the save basic sets of skills to prepare them to survive and win on the battlefield. The problems with this concept however are numerous, and I will list some I have observed in my 12 years of experience, real or perceived.

The first and I think most major issue with this policy centers around the nature of the mission of non combat arms soldiers, that is support and admin soldiers. For the purpose of this discussion I will use the word support when referring to any non combat arms troops.

Support soldiers as a rule already have a great deal more to learn and know then your average combat arms soldier, due to the nature of their specific job. For example, a soldier who is a mechanic, not only has to learn and be proficient in being able to troubleshoot and repair vehicle engines, that soldier also has to learn the admin side of maintenance, which is shop operations and all the documentation involved in ordering and receiving parts, accounting for manhours etc, as relates to being a mechanic. Additionally that soldier is also required to learn all the "warrior tasks" all the soldier skills such as rifle marksmanship, land navigation and map reading, nuclear biological and chemical warfare, first aid, weapons (M240B, M249, M2, AT4 etc) constructing fighting positions, range cards and range estimation, radio procedures etc.

For an infantryman, all those "warrior tasks" and skills are his job, and during a duty day, each of those things can be trained and rehearsed, and honed to a fine sharp point. This creates extremely proficient and well trained infantry soldiers, tankers, artillerymen etc. The problem is that there are only so many hours in a day, and these same skills and tasks are now being pushed aggressively on support soldiers, the idea being to bring them to the level of the combat arms soldier. Herein lies the major flaw in the concept.

Support soldiers have the mission of supporting and keeping the combat arms soldier moving. The daily training and rehearsals accomplished by the US Army's superlative combat arms troops not only produces well trained warriors, it also produces broken equipment. A great deal of it. Army equipment takes a tremendous amount of abuse, and through that abuse, and through normal wear and tear, equipment requires maintenance and repair.

The support soldiers spend their days making the mission of support and repair happen, and by the nature of that job it often requires late nights, and weekends to accomplish. It is done efficiently and exceptionally well by these soldiers, however this does not hone their "warrior skills." The current system provides for only one day a week for training of soldier skills, provided by Sergeant's Time Training, and although in some units it is now an all day event, in most units such as my own, it is from 0700-1230 hours by order of the Commanding General.

that's roughly 5 hours a week available to train tasks that combat arms soldiers perform daily, 12 hours a day or more, 7 days a week or more. Additionally the tasks that are trained are dictated from higher, often resulting in repetitive training, which in an of itself isn't bad, (repetitive training produces experts) it causes other tasks to be missed. The squad leaders should be determining what areas their soldiers are weak in, and training them accordingly, and this is in fact the guidance, and what is "policy", however this is far from what is occurring in reality, at least insofar as maintenance and support units are concerned.

Support units are also not a priority when it comes to scheduling training that is combat arms specific in nature. For example, if I were to try to schedule urban warfare (close quarters combat) training for a support unit for example, we would be at the bottom of the list of units with priority, and in fact if the training site and logistics were approved, we could and would be bumped by any combat arms (especially infantry or military police) unit scheduling the same type of training, up to and including on the day of execution.

This includes and also applies to normal field training exercises, especially those within the Republic of Korea, where the standard is supposed to be "fight tonight" and where a majority of the fighting and defending should war erupt, would be in urban environments.

In addition to the training and proficiency issues regarding support soldiers and warrior tasks, another equally important issue is equipment. Support soldiers are not issued the same equipment, down to the individual soldier equipment and weapons, that combat arms soldiers train with and are issued to accomplish their mission. Bear in mind that under the concept of every soldier a marksman / every soldier an infantryman, the requirements for training and proficiency, as well as the ability to step up and perform the same missions is now expected to apply equally to support soldiers as it is to combat arms troops.

While some of these things are now beginning to make their way to the hands of support soldiers, (in the way of body armor and helmets) support soldiers are still using and being trained with M16A2 rifles, which since Operations Enduring and Iraqi freedom has been studied and shown to be inadequate and unwieldly for us in close quarters combat, and when ambushed during vehicle convoys. Combat arms soldiers are issued M4 Carbines, and additionally receive optical gunsights, laser pointers, and tactical lights etc for use in urban environments.

Additionally many support units don't even have M240s are part of their unit's equipment, using only M249s, and erroneously calling them "crew served" weapons. Not having this weapon in a unit arms room prevents NCOs from training soldiers on the weapon.

Another issue is support leaders. Many support NCOs and officers have no experience or familiarity with these same systems and training outside of a basic knowledge, having spent their careers focusing on the support mission. These are to be the very people responsible for training and getting their soldiers proficient in these tasks, however these leaders have neither the training or experience to accomplish this realistically. This is not to say these leaders are incompetent, but rather to show that until now, this has not been the primary policy and focus for these leaders within the Army's doctrine.

The Army is attempting to make this change and shift overnight, however leaders only know what they know, they cant train what they haven't been trained to execute, and cant be expected to do it proficiently. Considering the seriousness of the training, and the threat we face, it seems that there would have been more thought given to accomplishing the policy change, rather then the make it happen do more with less attitude.

Support units are often required to conduct these various kinds of training, however due to the lack of various types of assigned equipment, most often many things are "simulated" or not trained. Careers in the support field are made or broken on the NCO or Officers ability to do their job as far as maintenance is concerned, and the check the block and career progression items reflect this as well, so realistically, the focus will always be support mission accomplishment, not warrior combat skills. Conversely, combat arms NCOs and Officers career focus will always be warrior combat skills, which in turn creates broken equipment, which creates more mission for support soldiers. This creates a terminal loop in which the every soldier an infantryman/marksman/warrior does not thrive, and cant possibly survive.

Ill close out with the previous paragraph, in order to let it be digested. Id like to get some feedback on what Ive posted so far, and I will continue this subject in further posts, to give some more observations and experiences.


A question for the masses, Part II

Greetings and salutations web junkies, I would be remiss in my blogging duties if I didn't post and let you know what occurred on the "scheduled power outage" day.

After completely rearranging my schedule, adjusting which jobs and taskings were to be completed first, re-allocating my soldiers time, and unpacking and connecting the portable generator operated welding equipment, and preparing to complete some jobs in "field" conditions, NOTHING happened.

No power loss, no maintenance crews, nothing. Whatever it was that required so much pre planning and coordination, whatever was in such a state of disrepair that it required the installation to be without power, never happened!

The next time I receive a memo requesting permission to shut down the power, the answer will be a resounding no! I understand the need to work with and respect civilian workers, and also to adjust to the fact that they are not in the military. However, it occurs to me that without the military being here, there would in fact be no job for them to have, and further, this climate of political correctness has gotten out of hand.

While I do believe that my soldiers and I as military members need to show due respect to the civilians, what of them? I think they need to understand and realize the nature of the business of the military, and the constraints that we work under. My world is a zero tolerance for defects environment. A place where complacency and stupidity has a tendency to get people killed... In other words serious business.

If I was given a mission, made all the arrangements and coordination to accomplish it, and then just didn't show up, that could very well end my career. For these civilians, it wont happen again until the next time.

I think that the civilian government employee system needs to be re-worked. Its time that civilian employees of the government be held to the same standard as military members. We are all serving the same government, and whether they acknowledge it or not, they too can cause lives to be lost or saved by the quality and timeliness of their support to the armed forces.